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hmmm....maria said yes! lolz we spent most of today together...ditched school...hung out in my room...i know that sounded wrong...walkin to jack in the box :)! well, i'm missin her a lot...supposed to call her later tonight...hope shes havin fun w/o me 8P!
<3 8-26-05 <3
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I WATCHED FANTASTIC FOUR!!! dude i loved seeing my wife, JESSICA ALBA!!! the movie was alright...anywayz, friday i went to the mall and hung out w/ amanda, dj, and seth. it was chill...blah didnt really do anything there but seth carried me up the escalator when they turned them off. that was crazy. saturday i went to the movies and then to berlin's house and got drunk and smoked a j. then went to max's show at the cobalt and they were pretty good til the manager kicked them off 15 minutes early and that was pretty gay. the rest of the bands sucked and then i went home. sunday i went and got new boardshorts and a shirt. then just laid around the house all day. yup...in the afternoon i played catch w/ my stepdad and i was throwing the football pretty good. i then jumped into the pool and got burnt. THE END
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[09 Jul 2005|04:04pm] |
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check out the video:
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"Buried a Lie"-Senses Fail
LYRICS-
Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame
The paper said a bullet got in your way
But I smell foul play, possible poisoning
I had to bring you in for questioning
I went to your grave, dug up your body
Brought it to my house, where you lay
So let's play doctor babe
We'll operate today
Incisions must be made
You could help solve this case
For me...
I headed downtown, to share what I had found
It's not a suicide, it's a crime
I have a witness, it's clearly evident
There had to be someone else present
At the time of death, poisons in stomach
How could she pull it, if she's dead?
So let's play doctor babe
We'll operate today
Incisions must be made
You could help solve this case
We need a scalpel now
Under white lights you lay
We've got to hurry up
Before the flesh decays
Away...away
I'll catch the murderer
And send him away
I'll get the evidence
From your last day
Your last day...
So let's play doctor babe
We'll operate today
Incisions must be made
You could help solve this case
We need a scalpel now
Under white lights you lay
We've got to hurry up
Before the flesh decays
Away...away
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[04 Jul 2005|11:48pm] |
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yeah, my weekend was pretty good. friday night i went to the movies and met up w/ justin dante and this guy george. i also met up w/ amanda and ashley. i ended up meeting amanda's gf (crystal) for the first time. she seemed pretty cool. i mean, come on you gotta be awesome if you love basketball as much as i do haha. um...saturday was chill. ended up getting dragged to an outlet in camarillo and then getting lost and ended up in malibu. later that night i went to amanda's house and hung out w/ her and ashley. it was funny cuz i started talkin to janessa w/o her knowing it was me lolz but she seemed alright...idk. um...sunday was fun. i went to the warped tour w/ hannah, nicole, and gina and the second me and hannah walked in we ran straight for the main stage to see the unseen! they were awesome! i got mark (the lead singer) to sign under his picture on my unseen shirt. after that my day got pretty good. we saw mxpx, avenge sevenfold, atreyu, dropkick murphys, the offspring. those were the only bands i was willing to see. the rest that played were the starting line, fall out boy, thrice, no use for a name, matchbook romance, my chemical romance, and all american rejects. i think those were most of them haha. yup, a lot of the bands i saw put out a great show. it was a lot of fun crowd surfing and falling onto ppl lolz. yeah, i got beaten in the body pits...especially when i went and moshed w/ a bunch of 40-year-olds lolz. for fourth of july, went to castaic lake and saw fireworks. that was about it. so yeah, my weekend was alright. but now i'm bruised and broken. well, comment you lazy bastards. asta.
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[28 Jun 2005|09:23pm] |
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hey, um...yeah, me heather and ross went to six flags today after summer school. we met up w/ amanda and her friends and it was pretty chill. amanda got me to go on goliath(sp?) w/ her and it was alright. um...we went on a bunch of rides...wasnt really crowded today...um...man...i'm gonna get amanda to go on superman w/ me one of these days since i went on goliath w/ her. um...her friends are pretty chill...yeah, heather got pretty sick towards the end of the night. when my folks came to pick us up they got me a bunch of chicken wings from hooters and all three of us just started eatin' them. I LOVE HOOTERS!!! um...what else happened?...i dont remember...oh yeah! durin summerschool i was sleeping durin geometry and this chick nicole pushed me off my desk...yup...it was pretty funny, but it hurt like a bitch. i couldnt wait to get outta school to see amanda...havent seen her since the beginning of june, so yeah, the whole day turned out pretty good. asta.
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I've kissed someone....
[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] chest
[x] stomach
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] in the basement
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] of the same sex.
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with brown hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair and blue eyes.
[x] with straight hair.
[ ] shorter than me.
[x] with a lip ring.
[x]with a tounge ring.
[x] who you truly love/loved
[x] who was drunk.
[x] while you were drunk
[x] taller than me
[x] who was high.
[x] in the morning.
[x] right after waking up.
[x] just before bed.
[x] late at night.
[x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
[x] who was going out with someone else.
[x] on a bed.
[x] on a luv sac
[x] two people at the same time
[ ] right after you've kissed somebody else
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at school.
[x] against a wall.
[x] at a show.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool
[x] who was/is a good friend.
[x] in the rain
[ ] with an std.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[x] in the movies.
[x] in a bathroom.
[x] in the dark
[x] on a roof top
[x] under water
[x] while you/they were driving
[x] who was a complete stranger
[ ] at the old folks home
[x] at the park
[x] in a shower
[x] while people were watching
[ ] when you had food in your mouth
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| yup...stole this from maria mason 8 ) |
[12 Jun 2005|10:20pm] |
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i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Samar Kamal
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: female
4. birthday: 3/29
6. siblings: older brother, older sister, twin sister, step-sister, and step-brother.
7. hair color: black
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 8 1/2
10. height: 5'2
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: RHIANNON!!! hahaha...
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: um...the mall?
2. any tattoos or piercings: no tats yet...my ear peirced.
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: somewhat yes
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: head 'n shoulders
3. what are you most scared of?: spiders.
5. who is the last person that called you?: rhiannon
6. where do you want to get married?: san francisco
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 30
8. what would you change about yourself?: idk...
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: blue
2. food: donuts
3. guy names: adam
4. girls names: aaron
5. subjects in school: lunch
6. animals: sharks
7. sports: basketball/football
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: yeah
2. smoked?: yup
3. bungee jumped?: nope
5. skinny dipped?: no comment
6: ever been in love?: yup
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: nope
8. pictured your crush naked?: i dont HAVE TO picture them naked hehehe
9. actually seen your crush naked?: most of 'em
10. cried when someone died?: yeah...
11. lied: everyone lies...
12. fallen for your best friend?: yup
13. been rejected?: yes
14. rejected someone?: yes
15. used someone?: not really
16. done something you regret: yes...a lot
c u r r e n t
clothes: a hurley shirt
make-up: never wear any
annoyance: my sister
smell: the air?
favorite group/artist: the unseen
desktop picture: a PETA a pix of the unseen
book you're reading: not reading a book
in cd player: the clash
in dvd player: the incredibles
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: ana
hugged: butch
you imed: hannah
you yelled at: rhiannon
you kissed: no comment
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: i used too...
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: ...never?
wish you were younger: not really...i really wanna be 21...no reason :)
cried because someone said something to you?: somewhat
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: twice
of hearts i have broken: idk...afew haha
of guys ive kissed: 4
of girls ive kissed: ...a lot?
of continents you've been to?: 1
of tight friends: 2
of cds i own: more than enough
of scars on my body: a lot
F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: kinda...when i have nothing better to do.
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies: the breakfast club
7. favorite cartoon/anime: batman
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning: donuts
11. could you live without your computer: yes
12. would you color your hair? yup
13. could you ever get off the computer?: yes
14. habla espanol? nope
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 202
16. drink alcohol? yes
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The Rules
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
1. hypothetically speaking, spit or swallow? spit
2. how many drugs have you done? and how many at one time? hehe.. two part questions rock. i've taken a lot...um...i'd have to say everything but triple c...um...i think twice at once...weed and coke/meth
3. if you had a third nipple, where would it be? it would be on my stomach hahaha um...b/c i can lift my shirt without really flashing anyone and say I HAVE A THIRD NIPPLE!!! hahaha
4. would you rather be a god loving christian, or DIE? and why? die! b/c why follow rules when you can make them up?
5. what makes you SPECIAL? the fact that i can chug pretty much most of a bottle of jack daniels STRAIGHT!!! FUCKKK YEAH!
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"The One I Want"
Sitting in my room last night
Staring at the mirror
I couldn't find a reason why
I couldn't be near her
'Cause you are the one that started
To make me feel this way
And every night I'm thinking
About the words you'd say
Pictures going through my mind
When we're together
All these long and sleepless nights
Will I ever get better
'Cause you are the one that started
To make me feel this way
And every night I'm thinking
About the words you'd say
'Cause you are THE ONE THAT I WANT
Now you know how I feel
This love is forever
You make my life seem so unreal
Will I ever get better? ...
'Cause you are the one that started
To make me feel this way
And every night I'm thinking
About the words you'd say
'Cause you are THE ONE THAT I WANT
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i'm finally not so stupid anymore! anywayz, i went to san diego and went to a party and yeah it was chill and i got home around 2 in the morning and woke up burned out and went to six flags and blah. went home, died, and woke up and here i am. k, bye
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Every Rose Has It's Thorn.
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k...this weekend pretty much sucked. um...friday i went to the dentist and there is nothing wrong with my teeth. they're just clean and white lol. um...on saturday i went to six flags with kassey, dave, alex, serene, and mercy and forgetting it was saturday...the WHOLE WORLD was there and we rode only three rides. but it was chill cuz i got a funnel cake, churros, and a caramel apple! so yeah...um...today was alright. woke up and put on phantom of the opera and i love that movie! it was so awesome! afterwards...i took a shower and went to my softball game with rhiannon. amanda and katrina suprised me there and that was pretty cool, and we hung out before my game started. after the game, i hung out with amanda for alittle while, then i had to go home, but i'm glad she came to see me. i missed her a lot. when i got home, rhiannon wanted to watch phantom of the opera, and i watched it with her...after that, we listened to the unseen and laughed at my sister. that was about it lolz. this entry is getting pretty long, so i'm gonna end it with afew lyrics by the unseen:
Not gonna explain myself to the likes of you.
Tired of feeling sorry for feeling the way i do.
I've heard that you can't please everybody on this earth.
So from now on i'm putting myself first.
Doing what you know to be right, fuck everybody else!
Doing what you feel to be right, you only got yourself!
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comment if you want....hopefully you will.
WOULD U?
go out with me?
give me your number?
kiss me?
watch a movie with me?
let me take you out to dinner?
let me drive you somewhere
take a shower with me?
be my bf/gf?
let me buy you a drink?
take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
let me make you breakfast?
tickle me to death?
let me tickle you?
stick up for me if i was being put down?
carress my body?
say yes if i asked you out?
get wasted with me?
instant message me?
greet me in public?
hang out with me?
bring me around your friends?
D0 Y0U...
think im cute?
think im hot?
want to kiss me?
want to cuddle wit me?
want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
aquaintances?
friends?
in a relationship?
gonna have kids?
AM i...
smart?
cute?
funny?
cool?
lovable?
adorable?
compassionate?
annoying?
great to be with?
attractive?
mean?
odd?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
thought about me?
thought there might be an "us"?
thought about hookin up with me?
found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
wished i were there?
grabbed me?
had a crush on me?
idolized me?
wanted my number?
had a dream about me?
been distracted by me?
ARE Y0U...
done with this survey?
happy you know me?
mad at me?
thinkin bout me?
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish i was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in 3 words.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think i'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Do you wish to get to know me more?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Will you remember me forever?
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hola....um...nothing new here, just school and yeah. i went to amanda's house on friday, then i didnt do anything saturday and on sunday i had band practice. afterwards, amanda was able to get dropped off but my folks said no and that fuckkin' sucks cuz i wont be able to see her until friday or someday around there lol. yup. then i found out amanda's goin to santa maria for the summer to stay with ashley and go to summer school there. i'm gonna miss her a lot, but i want her to go and have fun and stuff...yeah, enough of me whinning...comment if you want.
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Put an x in front of the things that apply to you.
have you...
(x) smoked a cigarette
(X) smoked a cigar
(X) crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(X) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
() been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
()had a crush on a teacher
() been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(X) slept with a co-worker
() seen someone die
(x)had a crush on one of your friends
() been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(X) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(X) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
(x) been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
() played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
() pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
() squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when you were younger
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
() humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
() ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
() kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
() have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies
() believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what ohers say
(x) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
() been told your beautiful by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name?
(x) slept naked
() French braided someone's hair?
() grown a beard?
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If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this on your journal.
See what people remember about you
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hey...yeah i havent really commented about anything in awhile....um...yeah. tomorrow is me and amanda's second month anniversary and shes comming to see me and yeah... i saw her this past friday and sunday. friday i went over to her house after i watched hannah's basketball game and yeah we chilled there for awhile then went to the mall and i guess we went on a double date with heather and ross since the four of us watched a movie together...we watched a lot like love...it was kinda fruity...i dont really like chick flicks but yeah...then i went to universal studios on saturday, then i saw amanda on sunday and we watched amityville horror and she kept jumpin and chewing on my wrist and covering her eyes with my hand lol. fun fun. um...yeah. then today was good...yup. well, comment and like it bitches!
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